I’m a big birthday person, I’m usually excited about my birthday coming, whether I have plans or not, I get excited about my special day. For the past few months, I had been struggling with my Birthday approaching, not because of my age, which by the way I still can’t believe I’m this old, lol, but I was feeling a way about where I was in life. You know as many of us did while we were younger, we planned out what our lives would be, whether you desired to have your 2.5 children with a picket fence living the great American dream or perhaps traveling the world, we all…